07.04.07
went to sim lim .
had a great day .
kenna bully by the guys . ><>
hahah . i shall be a gentle lady thn . ((:
ok , am i a lady b4 ? ><><
am i ? nt sure .hahah . ((:
but anw, nevertheless, alger's bullshit nv fails to crack us up .
his mouth just wont get tired la ! pro ba ?
my ears somehow get very tired. ><
hahah ! :DD typical alger .
got my 100 Gb harddrive . aint it cool ..? thanks to alger ; kenneth ; ernest ; leeming
thanks for the company guys ! hahah.
i loveeeee you all ! (((((((((((((:

08.04.07
miracle weekend .
God works wonders on us. :D
dint plan to go church today . got this feeling tat my mum wont let .
but early in the morning, received a call frm one of my fren .
somehw boost up my courage .hahah . went to ask my mother .
SHE ACTUALLY GOT NO COMMENTS ! (:
so i went !
today's sermon has a huge impact on me .i shant be cowardly animore . i must be a living testimony for God .
i will not be like His cowardly disciples anymore . ((:
im becumin more and more cry baby le .
nowadays during worship, i owaes feel sad and resulted in cryin .
hahah . another way of feeling God i guess .
weesiang got touched my the Holy spirit . and sort of got slain .aint it cool ? not all ppl can experience it . and its nice i suppose .i wanna try ! hahah . if i got the chance .
i now hv to wait for my healin .tat's all i nid to do .
tat will be the 2nd miracle tat's perform on me for this particular day .
how many helplessness are thr in our whole life?
like today , i just feel so helpless .seeing my fren , over a corner , with his "brothers" ruining themselves .
yet , i can do ntg bout it . im nt their parents . im oni his fren .
he told me " i dun nid you as my fren "
just this phrase alone . it hurts so much . but wad can i do ?
i solely believe tat the Father i had so much trust in can change the whole situation now .
not in the sense tat he can be my fren back , but see the light . i guess it'll be mission impossible . but, i knw , my Father can do that .
tattoo ; smokin ; hair dyin ; vulgarities ; rudeness
all this sins, piling up to be a mountain soon .
yet he wanna change ntg of it . he kinda find it cool ? i dunno .
and dun wan to knw . x.x

09.04.07
today, during maths class . super funny .
hahah ((: the whole class was practically sleeping .
LOLS ! actually i was . but my beloved desk buddy hazmi, woke me up . x.x
and the two of us were luffing at the way ppl sleep .
totally hilarious . hahah !
during english lesson , 3/4 is practically luffin all the way.
at otha ppl de comprehension ans .
hahah . funny ans 3/4 can give .
can i say tat 3/4 is bgin to bond ? no choice .
most of the ex 2/7 are thr .
hahah . we can do wonders ! (:
tokin bout 2/7, im bringing the whole class back again !
so excited .
the BBQ . its goin to be a success . (:
weiling and alger and leeming goin to help me .
wooot ! i love u guys ~ :DDDDD
shifu nt goin . hope so much he can cum .
dun wan antg to do with 2/7 ?
its super hard . seriously .
i cant bear to let go . for everybody dint let go .
once a 2/7, 4eva one !
today, i went for the chemistry remedial .
its nt even a remedial can ?
hahah ! oni got me . ><
but ms xu is so nice . she taught me slowly .. i now understand everything le .
thanks cher ! (:
i wont disappoint u de .

i knw its hard to kip my promise .

but i will try my best to love u till the end . <3

i hv went one round to finally understand u're still the best .

iloveyou .